Tuesday, June 25, 2013

I'm going through changes...

     Time flies when you're having fun, It moves when you're busy & if you don't look at the clock it will pass by quickly.
     So, Is B-Low Radar Records still around, an entity, in existence? I say yes, though its very debatable. No, there have been no new releases in now years. No, no new recordings by me either. Most of the other artists, members & friends are not in touch as much these days, and my plans for the future of my art / music is still undecided.
     Here's what I can tell you; starting with school & then the birth of my daughter, time and creativity began to be effected. Then it was sickness. On Easter of 2011 I suffered a grand mal seizure that dislocated & fractured both of my shoulders as well as broke my spirit in many ways. Face with the reality of my own mortality through this near death experience, I needed to reevaluate my goals, desires & purpose in life .
     My daughter & my recovery were my focus. If I die so ends my time with her, and I wasn't ready for that. So my transformation began. It slow, steady & tough but I'm here now a new man with no plans of stopping ever. So much has changed but for starters I lost around 50 pounds, I regained most of my range of motion and I'm in better shape then I've been in a long time.
     Also I've met an amazing woman who helped me with my physical transformation (once my personal trainer, now my gf) which has made me see, think and do things differently. Even before her though I knew I needed to change things, especially artistically, because being a role model for my daughter made me realize I needed to be a positive influence from this point on.
     As a result, expect a new style, image and approach, not just musically but overall. My art extends beyond just sound but now to sight with my photography & writings. Bottom line, expect new things soon. Thank you for taking the time read this. Sincerely , Z